so tired... so sleepie... business test wuz okay... hope i did well... hahaha.. sorrie to whoever's reading... my sentences might not be complete, cuz the brain's slowly shutting down... =P ANYhow... today wuz a great day... lotsa fun with volleyball prac in the morning.. oh my goodness... the guyz on the team jump my height!!! ack!!! scariness!! but itz cool cuz we're learnin how to run tandems (fakes and what not) so itz prettie cool!!!! and hopefully i get to work on my timing and actually get a really good spike down.. wheee!!! love volleyball... so much fun....

mmm.. work wuz tiring.. sleepy... had to rearrange the whole children's curriculum section.. waaahhh... so messed up there.. but yah.. i got to sit while doing it, so it's all good i guess.. got to see a buncha ppl that i havn't seen for like a week... cuz i havn't worked for like week...whoo!!! love my work pplz.. mitchells ppl!!! wheee!!! hehehe.. we have way too much fun there... itz like i get to work with my b.a.s.i.c.s.. hehehehe... wow... so awesome... so blessed to work there... =)

this week's almost over!!! PRAISE GOD! it went by so fast!!! monday: phys test, tues: bio quest, wed: GOD MOVING, thurs, work, and tmw worship prac.. then sat work and worship prac then sunday church and probably some chill time with the team.. then enxt week.. !!! oh!!! got my report card... PRAISE GOD!!!! my average actually went UP tho a coupla my marks went down.. don't know HOW that happened. but PRAISE GOD... =) this week's been awesome so far.. even tho i had mad tests and had so little sleep.. but itz all good.. almost over! then next week... oh my... isu presentation and calc test, then MARCH BREAK!!! and TC!!! yippee!!! hehehe... okay.. gettin hysterical... God's been good.. God IS good.. and He'll STAY GOOD... =D

gotta go do a powerpt presentation... *sigh* need to take a nap.... naps are good... =)

"Let everything that
Everything that
Everything that has breath
PRAISE THE LORD"

wow... i dont' know what to say about today... God's been working in HUGE wayz.. just wow... speechless... kay.. this is how the day went... so amazing!!!!

morning volleyball practice... then five minz before class starts, the usual morning music starts playing.. its usually the latest pop songs or watevr's been good on the radio and what not, sometimes an oldie like the beatles or something too.. but this morning, i wuz talkin to elaine @ her locker and she goes, "i love this song!" and i'm like, "what song is this?" she goes, "it's Hungry!" i'm say, "nah.. can't be.. why would they play a Christian praise song over the p.a. system?" then she sayz, "it is! just listen!!!" so we wait for the intro to finish... then the vocals come in..."Hungry I come to You for I know You satisfy." we both just about freak out... so excited and happy and like giddy all at the same time.. so we go down the hallway singing along.. and like going omg!!! Christian music's on the p.a!!! and whenever we see ppl frum fellowship, we'd be like " are u hearing this??!??" wow.. so THAT on its own wuz amazing.. and the thing is, Hungry isn't one of those songs that could pass as a secular song... ther's that line that clearly says, "Jesus, You're all this heart is living for." so clear.... so ppl HAFTA know that itz not some pop song... WOW... amazing... God's seriously moving!!!!

and that's not all... we had fellowship today afterschool.. and jason got a msg basically to have a prayer walk.. to have ppl break off into small groups and just pray for and in different parts of the school.. so we went with it... a few ppl walked around the school or went to diff parts of the school to pray... and others just stayed in the cafe and worshipped.. amazing... i think like 2 teachers actually walked INTO the cafe while we were worshipping and i dunno what they're reactions were... i wuz walkin around at the time just prayin for the diff places that i hang out with my friends... oh!! and thaz another thing.. i wuz walking around in the commons, esp the places that my friends and i chill and just prayin for God's Spirit to rest there and for the salvation of my friends... then i see our principal walk by. so i wuz prayin for her too... for her salvation (not sure if she's Christian) and just for her to be behind us in claiming the school as Holy Ground for God... then as i wuz leaving the commons, she caught up to me and i said hi and stuff to be polite and she asked me, "are you in Christian fellowship?" and i say yes.. and she sayz something that catches me completely off guard..."Good girl!" i just smile.. and praise God for already starting to move in her... and then i just stood outside the cafe for a while.. and i saw her walk by our cafeteria where everyone wuz worshipping and u can HEAR the worship from the hallz and she somewhat pauses then continues to walk... AAAAHHHHH!!!! God's madly movin in bethune!!! WOOOO!!! can't wait to see what He's gonna do for the rest of the year!!!!

so all in all, today wuz a great day... somewhat kickin myself in the butt for fallin asleep and not studying, but well gotta pay the consequences now... =P well i'm off... gotta shower then try to memorize 5 pages of notes!!!! ppl reading.. PLZ PRAY FOR ME!!! thanx a billion...

GOD IS GOOD... ALL THE TIME... :D

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances..."

1 thessalonians 5:16-18

wow.. today wuz yet another awesome day... THANKS GOD...=) mmm.... lemme think.. yesterday went by prettie quick... don't know why.. it wuz a monday too! but it flew by really quickly... but yah.. and my phys test wuz okay... i guess.. dunno if i did like REALLY well or not, i guess i'll find out when i get it back... and today.. phew! went by a l'il slower.. don't know why.. but s'all good... didn't get my report card, cuz i left school after my spare... so skipped out on tap... =/ but i'll pick it up tomorrow.. oh my.. i'm so glad i have brotherz and sisterz to keep me accountable and gimme that whack across the head before God does... =) don't know what i'd do without 'em.. probably end up running amok and messin EVERYTHING up... THANK GOD for basics... =)

oh!!!! i'm SOOOOO thankful today... hahaha.. oh my goodness... i saw the l'il kid in my grandma today... it wuz so cute!!! she didn't like run around with a lollipop or nething.. but just some characteristics of a child that wuz sooo cute... =) so i got home early.. around 2ish or so... and my grandma wuz cooking... AGAIN.. hahaha.. she's sucha good cook!!! i can't believe she's gonna leave on the 15th... so soon.. =( but neway.. back to my story.. =D (sorrie for whoever's reading.. it's long...) so she wuz cooking... but she wuz making like snacks and stuff.. and she wuz making mini-pizzas outta bread slices, hot dogs, ketchup, relish and cheese... it sounds weird, but it tastes REALLY good... =) but yah.. she wuz making mini-pizzas for me and my l'il bro.. but more for my l'il bro cuz pizza's like his fave food... so yah... just THAT on itz own wuz so sweet.. =D so yah.. and then after she made 'em.. it wuz like 3 or so? and usually she'll go and take a nap in the afternoon.. but this time she didn't.. and so my mom asked her why she wasn't gonna rest? and she didn't say nething.. and my mom's like oh!!! u're waiting for jon (my l'il bro) to get home... and my grandma just laughed.. itz soooo cute!!! she wuz waiting for my bro to come home so that she could see the expression on his face when he saw those mini-pizzas that she made especially for him.. =)

itz kinda like l'il kids who do something and just WAIT for their parents to come home so that they can show 'em what they did... =) itz so cute.. hahaha.. i'm so grateful for my grandma.. since she's been here.. she's been cookin our favourite foods and stuff.. and making breakfast, lunch AND dinner... and she cooks like SOOO much too.. not just one dish.. like 4 or 5 sometimes... thankin God so much.. =D itz kinda funnie when i think about it... cuz we're like that too... with God... well ther's two wayz to look @ it i guess... we wanna impress Him with the stuff that we do... and the other point of view is that God's just WAITING for us... wanting to show us what HE can do... wow.. amazing stuff.. =D meh.. all i can say is...

...GIVE THANKS... :)

wow... what an awesome day. don't have a verse in mind to share.. but yah... today wuz awesome... first i woke up and like had a bazillion thingz to do on my mind... =P but yah... once i got somewhat organized and actually LEFT the house and got going with my day... it wuz fun... =) okay... lemme see.. worship prac... fun times... God's times.. hahaha.. =) got some stuff out into the open with sharing and what not, devos, testimonies, and just l'il anecdotes throughout the day. PRAISE GOD!!!! God really put things in perspective today. just how blessed i really am to be on the team and to meet these awesome ppl that i have the privilege to call my brothers and sisters... and i'm so glad that us girlz are getting closer together... PRAISE GOD!!! we had our momentz to talk.. or as tim says.. our "issues" hahahaha...=) but yah.. awesome-ness... =D

'kay... so after wuz dinner... hahaha.. so jokes... =D oh my... u guyz can seriously scarf down food!!! crazy!!! so fast!!! but yah... fun times... too bad we had a few time restrictions.. haahha.. can't wait till march break.. WHOO!!! we're all gonna be so insanely tired tho... ah wellz, gotta depend on God to give us strength. today we were like SOOO exhausted... just wanted to get thingz done... and like we were sorta "distracted" here and there.. myself included.. just getting into mini-convos along the way... but God got us thru.. and we actually got stuff DONE... so PRAISE GOD! another prac on friday... wheee!!! can't wait!!!

aside from that... birthday party... whoo!!! happy 18th to melissa and gordon!!! yay!!! fun times... havn't chilled with 'em in AGES... miss 'em so much... and even tho a lotta of 'em are non-c... a lotta them are Christianz too... PRAISE GOD!!! i'm so glad i've got good Christian friends/siblings @ school too... yippee!!! God's SOOOOOOOOOOO good to me... so undeserving.. but i guess thaz what grace is all about, right? =) one thing i came to realize today tho.... i might not see these people again after this school year.. waaahhh!!!! i wanna spend more time with 'em.. but like ther'z so many thingz that i gotta do nowadayz... don't have the time... =( guess i gotta keep praying.... hopefully we'll get to chill during the summer.. just spend some time together before we all go off to univ... the thing is... i also realized that yah... i may lose touch with a lotta my non-c friends, but my Christian pplz are alwayz gonna be a part of me... the stuff they've taught me, the prayerz, the support and the friendship... someting i'll never forget... and i KNOW we'll keep in touch... =D if not here, then definitely in heaven... =) and like all the stuff that i wuz strugglin with before about feeling left out among my friends and stuff... i dunno.. that kinda didn't bug me tonite... PRAISE GOD! meanz He's changing me... and just teaching me more and more... (in a less whacking and bruising kinda way....=) and well truthfully, the fact that i even get INVITED to parties is something to be thankful for already... =) newayz, i'm beat.. .need some zzZzz's....

"Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God."